I have heard it said somewhere that if we look at our prayers we learn a lot about our view of God.  Many times the last thing we want to do is to look at how weak we are in certain areas.  We focus on strengths and refuse to expose our deepest vulnerabilities.

Lessons from Lyrics – Broken Prayers By Riley Clemmons : Part 1

I have heard it said somewhere that if we look at our prayers we learn a lot about our view of God.  Many times the last thing we want to do is to look at how weak we are in certain areas.  We focus on strengths and refuse to expose our deepest vulnerabilities.  While I certainly identify with these feelings, I value growing closer to God more than I value my own comfort.

In many ways, we have been taught how to approach God.  Whether through the reading of scripture or through witnessing our uncle or father pray at family functions, we learn how somewhere.  What if revisit that concept of prayer in hopes of learning how to draw near to God? In verse one of Riley Clemmons’ song Broken Prayers, we see perhaps the most accurate depiction of our prayers.

““I’ve been taught how to talk to You
Hold it together
Make the bad look better
Say all the words that I’m supposed to
Bow my head, say, “Amen”
Yeah, that’ll do
Making every dead-end look like heaven
Like being okay is the way to reach You””
— Riley Clemmons, Broken Prayers

What if, for one moment we set aside these preconceived notions of prayer?  What if we do not have to hold it all together when we pray?  Does God really want canned, rigid postures of prayers?  If God really is our Father as the Bible states, would we talk to our Father this way?  I would venture to say God would rather us be broken and real than to hold it all together.

“But You’re not afraid of all the things I feel
So why am I afraid of being real?”
”‘Cause You’re not afraid of all the things I feel
Don’t have to hide the scars that still aren’t healed”
— Riley Clemmons, Broken Prayers

I do believe that certain situations call for certain types of prayers.  I can completely identify with feeling awkward in front of a group while we address God the Father.  If for only a moment, we set aside the prayers at holiday meals in favor of the everyday, in the trenches prayer, we might just see prayer for what it truly is.  What if we saw prayer between a loving Heavenly Father and His broken, imperfect child?

Check out how Riley finishes out her song Broken Prayers.  Next time you stop to pray, don’t hold it together, feel free to lose it before your Heavenly Father.

““You want my tears, every messy word
Every scar and every fear
You want all I have
With no holding back
When I’m hurt, at my worst
You meet me there
’Cause You see the beauty
In my broken prayers!
In my broken prayers!
In my broken prayers!
In my broken prayers!””
— Riley Clemmons, Broken Prayers